Of all the luck..

I have amazing skill. I managed to crank out a bunch of pullip beanies and scarves and one woman's beanie over the past couple days, and then all day I'm been to internet stuff. Well, here's where the talent steps in, while preping a cornish game hen for the oven I sliced my thumb. So now I have this makeshift bandage on my left thumb ( I have no band-aids) and still have to finish the meal, finish my computer work and I want to try and finish some more beanies.

I decided to put my big WIPs on hold so I could focus on quick projects. I pretty sure I'm going to be in a beanie fit for the next little while, then I'll get back to my big WIPs.

I started another blog... it'll be the home of my other writings. Poems, prose, essays.... you get the idea, whereas this will remain my online journal.

Thinking and Thinking

I'm looking for inspiration. To find a way to make what I love all go together. I watched Randy Pausch's Last Lecture and it has me thinking. I want my cake and to clean the plate. I don't have all the pieces yet, but when I get them will I know how they fit? Or do I have them already and just can't find the edge and corner pieces to build inward. I don't have the answer.  This is of a more serious note since this is my current state of mind and I've been distracted with a lot of things for the last little while. I'm not always talking, but I'm always thinking.

I live on tips

You know, TIPS.... To Insure Proper Service. So why do people come to my bar and make me work for nothing? No tips, they just get want a free show. I don't get paid just for showing up. Imagine you're boss coming up to you and saying, 'I want you to do your job, but I'm not going to pay you for it, I just want to watch.' And you are supposed to be okay with that. Yeah, you might know how I feel. I know money is tight, but that doesn't mean you should stiff anyone who makes their living of tips... from waitress to dancer, anywhere.

Pole Dancers

I am competing in a pole dancing competition... Utah First (Fetish: Battle of the Pole Dancers)

I am very excited about it, but then here comes the controversy:

• A Pole Dancing Surprise


• Up In Arms


• Threats to Shut Down

I am amazed at how uniformed people are. I hope I am give the opportunity to speak my piece.