Where have I been?

I'm asking this because I'm not quite sure myself. There have been a lot of issues at work, I'm behind in my craft.. although I don't put deadlines on myself... I feel like I haven't accomplished much. Add to that the dwindling faith I have in my 'new' management and a lack of funds... all this leads to me now taking my first out of state trip to work. Am I nervous... you bet, but not for the reasons you may think. I've never been away from both my husband and my daughter. I've been one without the other... but not both. It's scary to leave them.